the last day before on leave

this is the last day..
before i on leave for my study....
feel dun like to stay in this company....
not because of the staff here..
but, in fact...
there is nothing for me to do...
i know there is alot of things to do..
especially those who on leave for study
then after they back....
i didn't meant i dun like to work...
but.... i studied CAT is just do those simple work..
then what for i took CAT?!?!
just let say, i joined here for half years
but what i've learn?
other than learn how to be a good employee
how to be a hardworking employee.
i wanted to resign now...
but now, is boss will approve?
if i resign now, can i get higher pay?

feel like to spread out my feeling to him..
but i dun dare
i dun wan to quarrel just coz of this matter again...
i need some comfort...
do i deserve it?